beginning of a 'accu-torture adventure'

today is my day 1 on Accu... dun wish to spell the whole term out.. cos its very disturbing to those who noes abt this drug.

was struggling emotionally for the past few years if i shd take it up.. now i've made my choice and i think its time for me to accept this challenge. its side effects are horrendous.. grrr

DAY 1: i dint feel anything unusual.. jus a little of a dry throat, i wonder if i'm plain paranoid. but i have to be mentally prepared for more 'horrible excitement' ahead. i should start to feel different from Day 15 onwards.. definitely..

another thing is i really really gotta adjust my lifestyle, which i simply hate. No more oily fatty food.. cos this drug will lead to an increased in blood cholesterol, blood triglycerides, may caused depression and liver failure, joint aches.. blah blah. every part of my skin/membranes will dry up completely which is - no contact lenses, must use lip balm, body moisturiser and i gotta carry along with me all day. my next visit to the doc will most prolly be a blood test to make sure my liver is still functioning... it sux to e core, but this is e price to pay for being flawless and perfect.

shall put up with it.. and see how long i can last.